Saturday, December 5, 2009

what day is today





no.20 day you leave me

no.644 day i loving you

cloudy day

today



Friday, December 4, 2009

leave




你离开多久了?

习惯吗?

自由美好吗?

一个人 安静吗?



不用想我

我长大了

BUZZ 也增肥了



miss




so tired

i can't sleep tonight

i breath deeply

few week i sleep without you

wish u here


i miss you again, sorry









don't worry

i believe i will be better ---------soon

Saturday, November 28, 2009

因为爱你,所以选择了放弃




因为爱你
我学会了放弃

当你不再爱我
当爱你已成为你的负担
当相爱已是一种痛苦

那么
我选择放弃



放弃你
是因为爱你
因为爱你
所以不愿看见你不快乐
因为爱你
所以不愿看著你强忍内心的挣扎
因为爱你
所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容
因为爱你
所以愿意放了你



因为爱你
所以就不应该束缚你



short enough to smile i dont even cry

i am blooming

and doing nothing

not even sleep

the sun is out but he is gone today

and where's the rainbow

people are down

i am high

you know, it is short

just a short time

Sunday, November 22, 2009

......

when i reach my age,
i peep,
i lie,
i steal,
i kill.

and i cheat everyone.

life taugh me.
and force me to accept/

and i scream, i scratch, i push.
before i reach.
some age.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

fallen

good morning my night

hows the weather out there

i can't sleep tonight

i feel like vomiting

all the things stuff inside me

laying infront of my pc for few hours

just to stay awake

i always never do what i promise myself


-----------------------------------------------------------------------



good night my morning

i dream of you last night









Wednesday, November 11, 2009

if the rain must fall



just let it fall
usually i hate rain, most of the time
when days meeting nights

the rains fall on my head


Monday, October 26, 2009

life is



something stucking in my head

life can be

what i plan to be

it become life of what

i want to be in someone life

life is what

what is life

what is what

what i want my life to be

become whos' life


my life is


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